Time for... A chat with myself I guess.. :P

Well.. I'm slowly regaining confidence not 100% Yet I'd say 55-60% Back to normal I still a little... Paranoid but I'm geting there I'm progressing quite a bit dispite Being currently grounded from training in St albans. I've been developing My footing quite abit. and am currently Getting to know the PCSO's around my area seeing there has been a increase of CSO's there just so they know i'm not a manic burgler :P but its going well on that note.... I'm actually conditioning! for those who know me well will be amazed.. And I'm actually enjoying it, specially the cat crawling (always loved that) But my routene consists of Push ups, Sit ups, Cat crawling up and down stairs (which is harder then it sounds) pull ups Etc, I'm also thinking of changing my diet... which currently consists of .... Well..... Crap I guess
As I said though I'm currently grounded so I cant go to SA. But when I go back i'll be better then ever both mentally and physically And with the help of the more Experenced traceurs (Tim, Reecce Etc) I feel I Might start making more dramatic improvement. But by then I should have most of my confidence back.. Short update but meh noone reads this anyway :P

Laters :)